31 October 2008
31 October 2008, Friday
Surprised, was month end yet branch was quiet. Hopefully don't have to work overtime. Submitted the overtime form, so fussy of her to make me change the description. That I printed and re-printed for 5times? Gotta generate COC reporting/FX earning report / Large item report/ New accounts report n End day reports by 5.45pm. I gotta go back parents place to help the old man to pay his bills and home to do laundry. Need a good rest this weekend cuz Monday-Wednesday I gotta cover ORQ again. SIANZ!
ruined my mood for e day
I hope I'll luv myself more
13:24
30 October 2008
30 October 2008, Thursday
Seriously do not know why recently I kept overslept. Took cabby to work and reached branch around 8.35am, branch still not yet open. Because EF was on mc today. Good news for me cuz finally can work peacefully. Bad news cuz heavier workload.
Lip starts cracking due to dehydration. Pantry n ladies are so far away from my side. Sometimes when customer around gotta hold my bladder. Damn... is extremely bad for kidneys. Argh... madness I wanna scream.
Went to the ladies and Sabina said she didn't know that EF was on mc. She remarked "No wonder so peaceful". Looks, m not the only one who thinks this way. When she's around we could hear loud music played by her, her voice (she always chat on the phone for both biz n personal calls), her loud foot steps that annoys me. When she is not around, is just like... world peace.
My days always ruined by all these sick people (Ref to Customer/RM/n ops ppl). M famished but m not gonna eat anything. Really wish that I'll end up in hospital to wash my gastrics.
Thanks to friend who reminded me that he's gonna be back s o O N
I need a break!
Stomach cramp
- cruches
- period
I hope I'll luv myself more
13:30
29 October 2008
29 October 2008, Wedneday
Didn't know that there is bodypump class ytd, and I loves the workout. Very p.s cuz I forget to take dumbbells, the guy behind me lent me his one. Gosh was a 2.5kg one!
Called the old man looking for mom, she falls sick. Wanna take half day leave to bring her to the doctor, but I doubt she wants. Head to work instead. Wondering should I go gym this evening? Wanna attend Bodypump conducted by D.J. but m worried 'bout mom. Hmm...
contradicted
Received Gina sms says that she couldn't meet me this evening. So I had decide to get my hair-do this evening. Friday might be busy with all the month end reportings. Then still gotta help the old man to pay his bills.
Lunch time went to OC to deposit realised that I lost 50bucks. Hmm.. did I drop it? When? Still couldn't make up my mind whether to close off POSB or OC account. =( I only need one bank account lor. POSB is convenient but then always long Q. Sighs.
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:03
27 October 2008
27 October 08
Just came back from mom place. Went to watch 'The Coffin' with KQ. Was having gastric when I was on my way to meet 'em. Feeling better after grabbing cheesy hotdog combo. Well, the movie not worth the ticket price. Wasn't scary at all but was frightened by Kelly. She grabbed my arm out of the blue. -.-"
Got mummy herbal tea cuz she was unwell. Accompanied Kelly to JP to buy herbal tea cuz she has been having headache since few days ago? Take good care eh? After that went back to mom place to had my dinner. Suppose to be lunch but m lazy to go over. Wanna wash up the utensils after eating but that bro busying chatting with my sis. End up mummy asked me to go back early to sleep. She asked me to eat e fruits and drink up the ching ting but m so darn full. So mummy packed for me to bring back home. She asked if m going back home for dinner tomorrow. Hmm... not going back during weekdays cuz gonna head to gym after work. Will be dead beat after that.
Alright, m tired gonna sleep. Tomorrow morning gotta wake up earlier to pack my bag. Don't wanna take cab to work any more. Is definitely the stupidious thing to do. I rather get a new fan for myself. Mine gonna spoilt soon.
Oh yah, can't wait for my birthday to come. Cuz brother wanna sponsor $100 of rebonding. So I'll pay first this Friday and claim back from him on my birthday. I feel bad for getting him just e renoma undies on his 23rd birthday this year. =) He drank up my orange juice without asking my permission but in this case is okay... u can drink up the entire bottle hahas.
love being pampered
i miss dear dear, hope he's soundly asleep
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:40
27 October, Monday
Slept only at 6am this morning, was missing dd so sO So much that I cried myself to sleep. Can't wait for him to come back. Aww... still have 5 more days to go. Madness.
Surprise that I woke up at 9am and did my laundry. Packed my room, so happy. Everything's in apple pie order now. =) Oh yepp, I shifted out the table and moved the cabinet infront of my bedframe. I displayed all my school days photo on top of the empty cabinet. So that when I was resting on the bed, I can glance through all the pix. =) I wanna buy a map so that I can do some ape exercise.
Upcoming gym schedule a lil' bored. Except for weekend. Gotta be back on track again. =) Haven't been exercising lately. =( Getting fat esp mom cooks meals for me.
Gonna have a shower, going over to mummy place. Then in the evening meeting K.Q for movie at Westmall - The Coffin. Wow... thrilled!
I feel like calling dd...
p.s don't rain
I hope I'll luv myself more
15:02
26 October 2008
26th October, Sunday.
Looks I shouldn't 've online. I checked out the webby and found out that Kimage gonna 've an outlet at Jurong Point mid of November!
Then they 've got $168 rebonding promotion for all hair length including haircut and treatment at Plaza Singapura Prestige till end of this month. So I called the outlet and booked an appointment on this coming Friday. On top of that, I checked out their hair colouring rates, is $135. So m gonna spend at least $303 this upcoming Friday eh? Aww... sis can you do the colouring for me? M gonna make her colour for me tomorrow, hees. Then I can save up the $135bucks to do my lashes and buy her a fabulous dinner.
Ahem, Jialin... you spent way too much. M setting aside...
$303 - Hairdo on Friday
$270 - Parents mortgage
$150 - My Ez-link (Hopefully is enuf, I gotta travel 7days to town =( )
$78 - For my membership fees
$801 cannot be use. And I just spent near 260bucks ytd. Half a month 1k gone just like this.
Argh... madness just wanna pamper myself only.
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:11
25 Octorber, Saturday
These few days don't know why feeling extremely exhausted. Couldn't wake up early and took way too long to prepare for work. Been taking cabby to work since Wednesday. It cost me 100 over bucks and Jialin, you know you can buy mom a new fan eh?
Eileen bought the chwee kueh for me and family. Wanna return her the money but she refused to take. So I secretly left 10bucks on her desk. =) Took express bus back to mummy place cuz wanna mummy cook dinner for me but she was feeling unwell. In the evening went to PM to look for her colleagues then lil' niece says that she wanna go up for shopping. So we went and the shopping expenses cost me 260bucks. 200bucks belong to mom and lil' niece shopping exp. =X Alright, shouldn't grumble 'bout it cuz I got my incentive for the month. =)
Had an early night with lil' niece. Guess mom went to the empty room to sleep. Dad slept at the living room? Unsure... cuz he was late home last night. Woke up at 1 this afternoon when lil' niece woke me up. Had my lunch and 'bout to leave to meet friend but lil' niece just refuse to let me off. Dear called, lil' niece also wanna disturb me. =(
Cancelled the meet up, did my laundry instead. Later gonna meet old friends Kelly n Qin for dinner at mac then chit*2 chat at PM till late night again. =)
I hope I'll luv myself more
17:57
23 October 2008
22 October 08, Thursday
Exhausted, exhausted, exhausted! That 5inches of heels killing my toes. I swear I wanna shop for a pair of flat shoes this weekend. Took cabby to work this morning cuz woke up only at 7am. Sighs... 2days of cabby fare to work can pay for one month of my internet bills.
Back to NAC is definitely a great thing, but customers are all bringing funds back as govt guaranteed all fixed deposits. On top of that, banks are offering pretty good td rates to attract customers. DBS bank prepared to compensate $80b to some investors who bought the structured products linked to collapsed bank Lehman Brothers. Customers asked when our bank gonna implement such plans as well. Well, email from Jacque says that still in the process of discussing. If our bank follow suits, then is a good news to investors. Then employees like us gotta prepare for lesser bonus. Nobody could have imagined the extent of the fallout from the US subprime crisis, or the collapse of a venerable 158-year-old financial institution like Lehman right?
Knock off only at around 8.30pm. Reach JP already an hour later. Went to buy herbal teas for 'em tomorrow. I hope FM manage to finish helping Eileen with her things. Otherwise, I will have to stay to do the checking. Which I do not want, m xtremely exhausted can? I didn't even have a chance of having a peaceful lunch when the external auditors were around. Sighs, I just miss OC so much.
Was being nag for not seeking her approval for ICR. I was not taught that way eh? Other branches don't 've to do that, mentor Judy was from MP. That, thats why. Hectic evening still gotta endure her scolding. I really wonder how my Saturday morning gonna be like when I've to work with her. I hope Rosie will be back pls!
Raining, raining and raining non-stop makes me so piss off. Can't do my laundry, all my clothes are piling up. Wonder did dd tuck in his blanket.
Alright gotta shower do my laundry and rest, otherwise tomorrow gotta take cabby to work again.
22:54PM
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:06
22 October 2008
Finally that 3 torturing days are over and tomorrow m gonna be back to my own branch. I hope they did not mess up my desk. Eileen Fong always take people's thing and never return back to the original place one. So once in awhile my pencil holder will be empty and few days later it will be full with pens.
ORQ and NAC colleagues are all equally nice. Officers are all the same - impatient. Except for Rosie and Kim. Was it because they're new? You peep know something? Guess was Friday EF nags at me over one missing remittance application form. She was the one who do the photocopying and pass it to me for filing. When FM checked and realised that it was missing, she push all the blames to me. I got so furious that I show attitude. I know I shouldn't but she kept scolding n scolding n scolding non-stop. Please, everyone has our own endurance limit okies?
Rosie: "I know you're mad with her, but you know she's like this"
Me: "I admit I show attitude, but will be fine after I cool down"
Rosie: "Don't put it to heart"
Me: "You peeps are like this, thats why she always take advantage of you guys. "
Then came the next one...
FM: "Jialin, how come I sense that there's a very strong Huo Yao Wei? You know her pattern, she's like this"
Me: "Yes, I know. She's like this."
I was really mad MAD mad, so what she's like this? Can't we change her a lil', just a lil'?
Sighs. The reason that makes me stay put would be FM and Rosie. When EF is on leave, work never be so stressful.
Alright enough rest for these 2days. Tomorrow gotta back to gym again.
16days past, 9 more days dd will be back.
Seriously, I miss him too much.
Saturday baby wanna go pub, but they going to Chillz again. I felt so p.s. to go back there, they're not wrong to lable me "Notorious". Should I go? Baby, can we go some where else? Good friends Kelly Qin Zann all know that m quitting. N I wanna prove to 'em that I meant what I said. I wanna prove to dd that I practice what I said [I won't drink without him] and I don't wanna disappoint him any more. I don't wanna dd to say "Can drink, but don't drink so much. Know your limit..." When I drink, I don't know my limit. I always drink, drunk and drop. Friends always never get to enjoy but worried.
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:39
Last evening didn't head to gym, reach home took a shower and sleep. Who knows my silly brother called my mobile around 11:30pm just to tell me that he's coming up to use the internet. =( This morning slept till 6:45am, manage to get prepared on time. Guess my shoes hurting my toes that it became blue black. So decided to take a cab to work. Had my Ching Ting prepared by mummy before going to work. Hmm... =) Thought that I take cabby to work will reach branch earlier but who knows I reach only at 8:52am.
I miss dd...
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:51
21 October 2008
Sunday afternoon been to the california fitness at bugis, get to know from the trainer that bugis and novena are the newest centres. So they've all the latest workout machines. Maybe wanna book my personal trainer there. =) As usual, started off with the trendmill didn't hang on for that 20mins. =( Attended steps 101... yay thats the class that I wanna attend l o n g ago. Fun but I couldn't remember the steps =( Nvm... never give up. Didn't thought of joining Zumba Fitness, but Gina arrived after our Steps class ended. Don't wanna her to waste her trip there, so we joined the class. Oh the instructor simply too good in twisting her waist and shaking her butt. She wore the black and red renoma undie, whoa~ sexy babe.
Took our shower and went to The Soup Spoon to had our dinner. Super Yumilicious! Feeling totally dead beat after the entire work out. Haa...
Monday went to ORQ to cover. Now then I starts to cherish EF. Though she nags a lot when I make a mistake but after awhile she'll be okay. Unlike ***** m lucky that Doreen was there too. After work went to gym with Doreen. As usual and I manage to run with 8.0km/h for 20mins. Great work out! Attended aerobics dance, dance steps were much more easier to remember.
Today didn't go to gym, cuz haven't wash up my outfit. Hmm... tomorrow gonna attend the body pump lesson conducted by D.J again. =)
Hope babe feeling better, she kept on sneezing in the office lah. Yucks ~ =D
I miss dd xtremely badly esp after hectic day @ work. I miss your one hand massage!
M dying to go back to NAC where I've my own privacy...
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:36
19 October 2008
Meet up with Kelly, Qin and Gina to Funan cuz Kelly wanna get her laptop case. After that we went to Shokudo Japanese Restaurant to had our dinner. Good atmosphere, average food, cheap price = worth trying out. Hopefully Waraku will be much more better. =) After dinning in, we went to Mont Blanc. Kelly saw the watch that she has been eyeing for. Guess how much it's gonna cost her... $7010. Silly lor... maybe next life she can afford to buy it. Haa... Kidding okay?
Qin didn't meet up with her friends in the evening, so we can't possible let her go home alone eh? Suggested to go K. Went to party world check out the price, find it kinda of ex. So walked to cine... price was 'bout the same. Anyway... m definitely worth, cuz I sang throughout. Haa...
Reach home did my laundry and couldn't sleep until this morning 5am++. Woke up at 9.30am when my alarm clock rang. Called up California to find out is it possible to get a trail pass for Doreen straight away at Bugis. Nah... can lah... but then gotta go through the same process as me before she can enter the club. SHIT. Cuz in that case, we're gonna miss out the bodypump lesson. =(
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:38
18 October 2008
Expected, my day didn't go accordingly to what I plan. =) Cuz I was still sleeping when mom came over 'bout 1pm. She makes so much noise to wake me up. Humph!
Alright, looks here's my plan:
Meeting girls to Funan for early dinner
Shop for their com accessories
Head to Bugis California but changed to Orchard instead. Cuz Glenn needs to issue friend a trail pass - Doing work out, cuz classes ended early this evening.
Shower and head down to Raffles to Eki Bar
By 11pm should be leaving cuz catching last train back home
=)
Alright gotta shower otherwise will be late for appointment.
I hope I'll luv myself more
13:50
Got to know that I gotta go ORQ on Monday to cover Mei Ling for couple of days. Eileen Fong reminds me to eat my lunch when m over there. Haa... Hmm... a change of environment will do me good. Meet up with Kelly and Qin after work for dinner at JP. But they didn't eat much cuz they already taken their dinner at home. They understand me too well, if they don't meet up with me for dinner then I'll skip my dinner. =) After which we went walking around before our show "Butterfly Love" starts at 21:45. While waiting for 'em to get drink, dear called. He drinks again, but dear said he didn't drink much. Thats good... gotta enjoy himself since he claims that he has been working hard for the past one week. =) So tomorrow he gets to tour around sydney... hmm... how nice if dear can get me chocolate from Sydney. =)
Already 2am... couldn't get to sleep. Tomorrow too many places to head to, but didn't really get it plan out yet. But one thing for sure first thing to do tomorrow is to do my laundry. Go over to mummy place and accompany mummy for the morning. Afternoon gotta head to gym and for sure I'll definitely wanna head down to Eki Bar at night.
Dear, I miss you
I hope I'll luv myself more
01:58
17 October 2008
I wanna scream @ work-aRGh... Yes, is my fault!
N you, I swear I didn't do internal ICR before okay? If I've done it before, I'd 've the notes with me. F ~
N bank bad practice - Exceptional case So what banks give good bonuses? We work like cow everyday just that no one knows.
Unhappy, extremely unhappy. Gina gotta attend class after her work, not heading to gym this evening. M alone, not going either. Sighs... I wanna vent out my anger!!!
Doreen babe, next time don't send me that kind of email hor... cuz really not my day ley. =( But looks m still thankful to you for sending the curseful email. N m gonna rewards you with Happening Events on Sunday noon @ Bugis California Fitness. =)
Check it out...
13:20 to 14:20 - Bodypump (M) by Aries @ Chill Out Studio 5th Floor
13:40 to 14:40 - Aerobics 101 (1) by Jonathan @ Chill Out Studio 4th Floor
(Pls choose which class you are keen to attend)
14:40 to 15:40 - Gym Workout
15:40 to 16:40 - Step 101 by Harry @ Chill Out Studio 5th Floor
16:40 to 17:00 - Sauna/Steaming (If you want)
17:00 to 18:00 - Shower
18:00 to 21:00 - Dinner & Shopping
21:00 - Home Sweet Home.
13:40 to 14:40 - Aerobics 101 (1) by Jonathan @ Chill Out Studio 4th Floor
(Pls choose which class you are keen to attend)
14:40 to 15:40 - Gym Workout
15:40 to 16:40 - Step 101 by Harry @ Chill Out Studio 5th Floor
16:40 to 17:00 - Sauna/Steaming (If you want)
17:00 to 18:00 - Shower
18:00 to 21:00 - Dinner & Shopping
21:00 - Home Sweet Home.
Thrilled?
Sat morning gonna accompany my mom, noon gonna head to california fitness. Haven't decide which club to go. Gotta look into the class schedule again. Then evening gonna head to meet Kelly n Qin for dinner before kelly's school term start. Night time gonna head to Eki bar till dawn? Hope so...
Jialin - Craziness, madness @ work? Don't!!! Cuz weekend is here and you gonna be out there to enjoy the happening Sat n Sun with your friends. Remember your bodypump workout, the last push up that you gotta hold and D.J gonna say HANG ON THERE and when the music ended all of you would say AHH~ and collapsed on the ground together. =)
yepp gotta. . . . . . . . . . hang on there
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:59
16 October 2008
Aww... m aching all over my body, especially my tights and stomach. It proves that I need to exercise more. And Jialin for goodness sake, don't force yourself when you know you already reached the limit eh? For you peeps info, I was feeling dizzy for few seconds during the body pump lesson last evening. But soon giddiness goes off, thanks god!
Gotta re-plan my weekend cuz forgotten that I'd be meeting Kelly n Qin. Doreen joining me for Sunday and Monday workout. =D Happy.
I miss dear*2, received two miss calls from him. He texted and I replied. Just wonder if he manage to receive it. Hmm... is 'bout 2am over there, hope dear tuck in tightly with his blanket. Dear said weather down there is very windy and cold. Hmm... misses.
No matter what, 'll try my best to pick up his call.
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:01
Head to California Fitness with Gina after work. Workout on the machines for 'bout an hour. I could feel the sweat flowing down to my cheek and dripped on my fist. Attended Bodyjump class @ 9pm conducted by trainer D.J. Wow... the work out definitely helps me to strengthen my arms. Was extremely thrilling! Pretty love the last 20mins workout of the class where we do slower exercise. Involved dancing movements and we dance just like lil' swan. After sweating all over, we went in to the sauna room and came out after 15mins. Was extremely HOT! Felt relaxed after a cold shower, shiok ah! Oh yah, I couldn't imagine how all the guys changing inside the gent. Cuz babes inside the ladies just go naked when changing. Wow... drool, their bodies were so well shaped. =) Overall comment: Great Satisfaction.
Was just merely saying that I wanna pamper myself with a slice of cake at coffee club right beside the club. Gina said: "Can, let's go" So thats it... all the calories burnt, gained back. =D Took train back to JE, and took a cab back home. Cuz I miss the last train back to BL. =/ cost me 10bucks for the cabby fare.
Was surprised to see mummy sleeping inside my room. Cuz usually she drop by sis place if m not home by 11pm she'll go back. She questioned me "Why you're only back home at 12:45am?" Annoyed. M already so exhausted! Seeing those statements piling up on my table reminds me that I hvn't been opening the letterbox for like a month?
This morning came out from the bathroom and saw breakfast on my desk, thx*2. But mom, if you gonna comment 'bout that just like her, then don't come into my room. You ruined my day just like this. =(
Kinda sad today cuz Gina not gonna be free to accompany me to the club today and tomorrow. So Saturday I gotta be there by 4pm till 12mid night. Looks like this Saturday noon I gotta give cardio kick @ Raffles a miss. Cuz of mummy -.-" Maybe will be going to Bugis for JC Boxercise, Belly Fusion and Pilates claases from 5 to 9pm. Then head to gym for an hour. I wanna attend aerobics @ Bugis this Sunday @ 11:30AM and Duo Steps 3 @ 5pm @ Raffles. So should book for my personal trainer on Monday evening @ Orchard after work. =) Anyone wanna tag along can let me know, m able to bring a guest with me.
Hmm... FM n EF both bought breakfast this morning. So not gonna have my lunch and dinner for today. This evening shall just 've a jog 'round my neighbourhood.
Jialin, way to go!!!
I miss you badly!
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:49
15 October 2008
Knock off at 'bout 6.15pm and went to watson to get shower kit cuz meeting Gina for work out at California fitness. We signed up for the membership at a very good deal. Monthly membership for just 78bucks. Which means one day for just $2.60. I know as compare to the gym that we normally head to is $1.10 more. But*3... u'll never get kick boxing, hip hop dance, yoga lesson for free eh? From a $XXX for one club (4 outlets but if sign for e cheapest membership forever can only go to that outlet) to a $XXx for one club but restricted to 4days/week to a $78 for a all harvest (international), all clubs and all days... why not? So I hope I'll be more consistent in going to gym when I paid for the monthly membership fee. At least die die one week also must head to the gym for 4days.
Tomorrow gotta be at branch by 8.30am... gosh. Means gotta reach at 8.15am to get changed and prepared. Gonna be another long day for me. Way to go... shed*2 that 7kgs is the must! And another 3kgs... I'll be contended.
After the shed off, I can 've a tattoo like her. 
`I miss you
I hope I'll luv myself more
01:20
13 October 2008
Mummy came over last night and she asked 'bout brother ex gf Pei Fen. Clicked on her friendster and show it to mom. Then mummy said should 've asked brother to propose to her that time. But come on mom, is not as easy as what you think eh? Mummy turned to me and asked, so when you gonna bring your bf home for us to see. I was like -.-" sshhh... !!! I just asked mom: "Mom, whats ur impression of a guy at pub?" You peeps are definitely right. Objection!!! But just like what Valencia said, if we truly love each other, we'll overcome all hurdles and obstacles. Which I strongly agreed. Besides, what most important is we're happily together.
I miss dear xtremely badly that I dream of him last night. =)
Finally baby replied my sms, thought she went MIA. Anyway, she's going for operation later hope nothing goes wrong for her. N m serious... I miss her badly. Just read up Nicole blog, hmm... just wonder will our meet up still on on 27th.
Didn't 've enough sleep on Sunday night, so cancelled the meet up with Gina last evening. Went to bed right after my shower and yet this morning still woke up late for work. =(
Guess mom been too worried sick 'bout our insurance and she did thought of stopping the payments. Please, nothing gonna happen to local banks eh? Besides, you already paid for 20years... so leave it okies? I'll continue to pay for it. And please don't take my words to heart, just voicing out my anger. =)
I hope I'll luv myself more
13:33
12 October 2008
Famished, famished! Thought that I won't feel famished without eating the entire day, but m wrong. Order mac again, haa... sure put on weights, gotta shed it off tomorrow evening. Apple pie reminds me of that evening having the apple pie at Chillz thats when dd and I started our conversation?
Was resting on my bed when my pc makes a ring ring sounds. =) Was dear called, but then whats wrong with my in built mic? Was it because I turn on music thats why not functioning? Hmm... unsure. Was a short conversation with dd. Haa... how nice if I can chat with dd just like that time when he was away to Bangkok. Haa... but cost him 70over bucks for the phone calls.
Every lil' things around me just reminds me of him. Even that fillet burger that I just ate reminds me of the supper he bought for me at his place after my k session. That lil' corner outside the tower B lobby reminds me of dear send me to work on the day of his away to KL. Aww... I guess I miss him too much. Haa... m glad that lately had been occupied with work. =) Not sure if coming gonna be as busy as last week, hope so.
Hmm... is 'bout 1am over there, wonder did dd tuck in his blanket tightly.
misses, great misses
miss u badly
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:57
Chillz out late with girlfriends at our usu hang out place on Sat night till 2am. Gotta wake up at 6 to shower and prepare for work. EF bought us chwee kueh for breakfast, yumilicious! Head to JP to withdraw money and I finally know why my transaction being rejected by machine, because I changed my password. So what's the password I changed to?
Bought curry puffs and headed home. Wanna do my laundry and drop by parents place but was too tired so took a nap. Mummy came and brought lil' niece over for the weekend. Must be dad the one who misses her greatly. I woke up 'round 5pm, wanna text dear but he called. (c",) Went to do my laundry and online to search for new template. Finally got it changed
Bored to dead @ home. Alright suppose to work on the upcoming Sat but FM swap duty with me. Cuz she's going to batam for the long weekend on the 25th to 27th. Since dear not gonna be back until the 30th, why not keep myself occupied with work. Who know the next time I might need to swap duty with her eh? =)
Wanna go gym tomorrow evening after my work, gonna text her later.
Just wonder how's Zann doing, she hasn't been texting me after that night. I miss her badly. When are we gonna meet up for dinner at AMK New York again?
I miss dd @ 6:53PM (Sydney)
I hope I'll luv myself more
16:34
11 October 2008
"Girl I'm not hurt, just that I treat you as my good friend. I don't want to see you drink, drunk and became like this. You know you would have lost your life if the cut is deeper and you refused to let us bandage the cut for you. We were all lost..."
Seriously touched when I saw the above from her blog. I promise I won't drink to drown sorrow any more and I promise if I drink I'll control. Thanks for being there for me the entire night. Smooch.
Lately had been busying with work since Tuesday shares price fall 41 percent. Wednesday noon came this customer lost xxk of her minibonds investment over the evening. She claims that my RM cheated her money, and told him off that she will call the police to arrest him. Crazy! She shouldn't have placed the investment in the first place when she was clueless of what minibonds were all about. Sighs... she was nice to me just that she talks a lil' way too much. Glad that Ethan came in and asked her out. =)
Last evening meet up with girls at JP for Jap dinner, thx for the intro. Headed to our usu chillz out place @ PM till 2am. Exhausted. Anyway, thank girls for trying so hard to persuade me back to study. Is just way too tough. Sighs.
This morning gotta be back to branch though was my rest day. N m so suay get to serve her again. Both husband and wife so yaya papaya. =( All banks across do charge 2 1/8CILE wiring out funds.They were so impatient when I was trying to seek waiver for the 1.3k kiwi CILE. Fortunately, June manage to seek approval for the waiver otherwise, she'll starts questioning why*3. N how m I suppose to know? Is stated in our schedule of charges, duh!
I hope I'll luv myself more
14:47
08 October 2008
Colleagues were all busying with their own stuffs while I sat down there staring at my screen. Then Eileen Fong handed client profile to me and asked me to learn account settings. Waited and waited for FM to teach me, but she took the entire morning to figure out how to balance off her G/L. Shortly EF came over and guided me. Didn't know that it was jux a piece of cake. =P But seriously can't afford to make any mistake.
Then my day starts to be busy, endless work. Breathless~ Gotta do all the reports, all paper works driving me nuts, dare not to open up my mailbox. Don't even 've the time to read all the emails. Those urgent one, they 'll call me directly. Haa... deleted all mails accept those mails with approval that I pending for. Was trying hard to retain client funds but without management approval RM can't do the deal either. Madness... already tried my best, but still failed.
FM and I only had our lunch at 5.30pm haa... and suppose to help out at head office but told EF that I've something urgent gotta make a move first. Promised her that I'll help out tomorrow evening. Grabbed the herbal teas from the fridge and rushed to mrt station. Passed by toast box so got him kaya toast. Was half running, half walking cuz m afraid that he might left the office cuz alr 6.15pm when I reached Raffles. As usu dropped the bag outside his office, left and texted him. Haa... he picked up fast cuz he don't wanna his colleague to carry the bag asking "This bag belongs to who arh?" =) Anyway, m happy to see you before your trip to sydney.
Waited for your call but you didn't. Expected though you said this evening that you'll definitely call. Had a small quarrel with my mom. Didn't know why tears just flow down the cheeks when I stares at the clock. Soon gonna be morning, and you gonna be away for 3weeks. N m serious m gonna miss you, don't laugh.
Sweet of Gina she gonna sign up the fitness first club and willing to accompany me to gym during his away. Cuz she don't wanna me to think too much when m free. Haa... Thx thx. Oh yah... Ming Da texted asking when m I free on my birthday. Haha... appreciate your thoughtfulness but don't bother okies? Don't treat me so nice can or not?
Mummy, I don't wanna be sorry for what I had said. I know I hurts you, m not giving in any more. I hate to threaten you, but I mean what I said. I'll move out to another place where you people won't get to see me again. I'm sick and tired of giving in.
Confused
I miss you 1:28AM
I don't wish to blog how much I've been hurt, cuz I don't wanna my friends to be worried for me.
I hope I'll luv myself more
00:13
07 October 2008
The Bottom Line: "Don't be hesitant to go down a road that is unknown to you. Make those big changes!"In Detail: "Is perfectly acceptable to rely on your network of friends and associates to connect you with the career opportunities that you seek. But they will only send you down the same paths you've already been on -- isn't it time to try something new for a while? Don't be hesitant to go down a road that is unknown to you. If you want a change, why not make it a big change? If you are having the urge, that means you are ready for a major transition. Go explore something that excites you."
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:55
Didn't meet up with him cuz he gotta work late, went to JE to get coco exotic and herbal tea. Wanna send over to his place this morning but he sure get mad with me. So maybe will be sending up to his office, 'll pass it to him on hand. Don't wanna his colleague to tease @ him any more. He's still feeling unwell, wish I could go over. But... sighs. After tonight, he's gonna be away. Yepp*2, I know I had mention umpteen times so I should stop grumbling now.
Unsure if he still drop by here.
Just wanna u to know, I miss u.
Tearing in my heart.
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:25
06 October 2008
Last evening been staying at home watching HK drama 'Moonlight Resonance' 40 over episodes. Still prefer the storyline of 'Love Exchange'. While they went out for dinner, I went to shower. Slept pretty early, cuz tired. This morning wanna board express bus to work, but I took too long to prepare. Leave home 'round 7.15am but didn't manage to get up the bus. End up, s usu... took the 7.40am bus to interchange. Sighs... wasted my precious sleep.
Work load seems heavier for Oct, why?
Would be joining dear for drink later, hope I control eh cuz 'll only go off when dd leaving. That most probably gonna be 1.30am+ Hope I'd be able to wake up on time for work tomorrow morning. Dd called during lunch time, omg... he was having bad flu, xtremely worried. Cuz he gonna be away this coming Wednesday to sydney for business trip. =( Gonna miss him badly.
I hope time flies fast for this month.
I hope I'll luv myself more
17:50
05 October 2008
F****** asshole spoilt my weekend. I respect you as my sister, but can't you talk to me in a nicer way? Can't you walk into the room and ask me to bring in my bed fitted sheet and blanket cuz you need the bamboo instead of shouting at me at the living room? Don't you know that I hate people shouting at me for nothing? When I wanna do my laundry you always tell me there's no bamboo for me to hang cuz you just did yours. In actual fact, there're sufficient bamboo sticks for me when you hang your clothes in just one bamboo. You're so d*** f****** selfish.
Anyway, mom came over last night shouting my name at the door steps when I was brushing my teeth. She told me that he moved out, and asked me to move back home. I shaked my head and she left.
Get to know from Yu Da that MOS closed last night. Aww... so which the next club I should go?
I hope I'll luv myself more
15:09
04 October 2008
Woke up at 8am+ this morning, reached branch only at 9.05am. Nice of Claris to assist me in clients aua. Meet up with Gina at Westmall to 've lunch then texted dd. He going out with his friends to bugis. So didn't meet up.
Jie*2 company organised BBQ party this evening, so they were all out. As usu... sis starts preparing at 6 in the evening, and only done 2.5hrs later. =)
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:24
02 October 2008
Happens to read up the horoscope of friendster. It says... The Bottom Line: A dream included some confusing visions, but they are meaningless -- don't worry. In Detail: A recent dream included some confusing visions that left you worried -- but why? They aren't going to come true, and they aren't foretelling anything. Your subconscious was just entertaining itself while you slept, so do not let these weird images distract you, today. You've got a lot of wonderful things going on right now, and it would be a shame to not fully enjoy them by mulling over things that you will not and could not ever understand. Let it go and get going!
Anyway my dream was a break up with the boyfriend.
I noted down the wrong date of the monthly meeting. The meeting date should b the first Monday of the month. So that means on the 6th. Last min meet up with ex-colleagues Elaine and Juliana TSJ at Jp! They were doing shopping for their D&D tomorrow evening. Theme: School days! Woah... can't imagine all the babes dressed in uniform-like outfit. Juliana bought a pair of shoes exactly the same as mine when I was 7yrs old. Just that mine was in white colour. =) Suggested to chillz out at coffee bean. Bought 'em the drink and were giggling away the entire evening. Looks like next week gotta go K with 'em. Pressurized, cuz they can sing much more better than me. Haha...
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:49
Yesterday was a public holiday and EF is on leave today, so expected heavier work load. Was busying from morning till now, so tiring. Another brand new month, gotta attend the monthly meeting. Hopefully it ends earlier without EF presence. Should I highlight the COC reporting? Sick and tired of having to send amended copy to SG Regulatory cuz of late submission by RM (Sometimes they're known as Retarded Mgr).
For friends concern, everything is over and m fine now. I promise I'll only drink when happy is joy not to drown sorrow. If I can, I really wish to quit drinking. Cuz I know I never control even I know m reaching my limit. Then I'll starts to turn violent - shout, push, slap my friend. Don't wanna spoil their night, don't wanna make 'em worry 'bout me, don't wanna 'em to be hurt by me again n again. Sighs.
Now is the last quarter of the year, more friends turning 21st this year. Invitation to Mitch, and Joey chalet. Mitch told baby that she'll bring martell for me to drink. Babe, you sure? Wanna see me drunk again? Then you must prepare to forgive me if I hit you again. =)
- Bad dream
I hope I'll luv myself more
12:57
01 October 2008
"You are just a friend, he's a boyfriend" I don't mean to make you cry. Babe, I know you wouldn't want to hear me saying m sorry for what I had said.
In fact you are the one that I wanna meet up with. Because I had told you 'bout him before. The whole night I was trying so hard to share with you my view of my r'ship. But you keep changing the topic, because you don't want me to cry over him. You went in the pub and came out with tissue for me. Do you know by doing so, I cried even more? But thats good, gotta let out my mixed feelings. Next time, embrace me tightly in your arm okies?
I saw your effort making all those funny faces to make me laugh. When I drink, you snatched and drank it up for me. When I smoke, you snatched the cigarette away from me. Never know that you were so caring.
You were unwell, you were a lil' tipsy. But you still stood in the rain just to get me a cab, m speechless when you told me that.
Sorry to 've knocked on you last night, hope you were not injured at all.
Babe, I owe you too much that no matter what I do now will not be able to amend the hurt in your heart. Thanks so much for every lil' thing.
I hope I'll luv myself more
12:27
Monday night was at dear place, was feeling hungry dd fried prawn noodle for me. =) Told dd that, that was the nicest prawn noodle that I ever had. Dear having bad cough at night, forgotten to get him hot water. Woke up in the morning and took a quick bath cuz afraid that his brother might needs to use the bathroom. Wanted to tuck in dear with blanket but he sure awake so I left his place to work. On my way to bedok interchange dd called, he asked why I always leave without telling him. :) thats because I don't wanna wake you up from your sleep.
At night mummy came over, so slept at the living room on the sofa. Waited for him to call till 2am+ but he didn't.
Tuesday morning went to work, FM asked did I bring my photo for the staff card. I forgotten again. And damn that EF, can't you talk to me in a nicer tone? Walked to Lucky Plaza to take my picture. Manage to pass to Maryanne for submission before noon.
Was having a chat with CH in msn. Thought of meeting her up for dinner but end up meeting her for drink. N I just went asking around so at night meet up with Hau, Wei Jie, Xiao Wei, Doreen, Gina, Randy & 2 of his friends. Nicole last min couldn't make it, cuz feeling unwell. Shall meet up on the 27th for K eh? =)
Enjoyable night. Just that, I never change.
Finally Frxcem voiced out, Zhu*2 stopped her. Looks, they care.
Was raining cats and dogs, friends stood in the rain just to get me a cab. Appreciate it.
I hope I'll luv myself more
12:02
